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Toda la vida esforz\u00e1ndome por ser buena, por hacer lo correcto, como si ser de otra manera supusiese \u00abser mala\u00bb, como si solo hubiese una forma de \u00ablo correcto\u00bb o yo misma fuese inapropiada. Como si ser yo supusiese ya ser defectuosa y el trabajo consistiese en limar mis taras y en ocultarlas mientras a\u00fan persisten\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qu\u00e9 cansancio, qu\u00e9 tristeza tanta exigencia, el control, la h\u00edper vigilancia, el sentimiento de no ser adecuada, la fantas\u00eda de querer colmar las expectativas ajenas, creyendo que \u00e9sa era la v\u00eda, que as\u00ed deb\u00eda ser para encajar y que me quisieran\u2026 \u00bfQu\u00e9 clase de amor ser\u00eda \u00e9se?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No soy tan buena, no, ni perfecta. No me gusta todo el mundo. Me equivoco. Pierdo la paciencia. Hago da\u00f1o a veces. Hay personas que detonan mi rechazo y siento ira, incluso asco. Hay criaturas que no puedo soportar, que quiero sacar de mi vista y de mi vida. Acepto que forman parte, y eso es lo m\u00e1s a lo que a veces puedo llegar. A sentir incluso compasi\u00f3n un instante, para verla luego disiparse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Soy humana, soy mujer, soy persona, deficitaria y completa. Estoy en proceso, en construcci\u00f3n, en el camino. Estoy aqu\u00ed para aprender y crecer, haci\u00e9ndolo siempre lo mejor que puedo. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Quiero ser verdadera, aut\u00e9ntica, genuina, libre. Tanto si gusto como si no, me miren o me ignoren, me aprueben o me critiquen. Est\u00e9 sola o acompa\u00f1ada. Quiero ser yo. Lo dem\u00e1s importa poco. Es accesorio, ilusorio, tramposo. La verdad lo es todo. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Quiero ser verdad. Ser de verdad. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

A ver si llego en esta existencia\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n

(Imagen de \u00c1lvaro Parada<\/a>)<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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